Thursday, June 14, 2012

Mercer Anne - My sweet girl

 Do you all remember this sweet princess.  She is my first baby girl!  all of my pictures are from before she was talking back....and full of sass.
 Gosh this girl can be so sweet at times and so eager to please.  Recently, the "at times" is fewer and far between.  I want my baby back.  I am seriously struggling.  If I am struggling now, it is only going to get harder as she gets older.
 At PMO this morning she grabbed onto my leg and held on for dear life.  Carrie (PMO leader) literally pealed her off of me screaming and crying (she did this Monday too).  she has never acted this way before.  She has always been happy to go to school.  Was it because she had to cool down before we got to school this morning (she was hitting/pushing our only TV and had time-out because of it)?  I don't know.  The tantrums are so frequent I often just ignore her.  I only put her in her room when I can't listen to the wailing any longer.  Many times I actually am not sure why she is crying?  I am hoping this is just a stage and she will outgrow it.
While Richard was home during nap time and EG and W were sleeping, I took MA to Food Lion and we picked up Ben & Jerry's to spend some one on one together (I knew we didn't have long so we had a makeshift Ice cream trip.  We sat on the bench outside food lion usually designated for random people (vagrants) to hang out on.  But we chatted and I saw her happy smile, which I hadn't seen in so long.  It made my heart smile.  I hope I can figure out a way to bring the sweet happy girl back.

suggestions are welcome....

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